So here I am. It’s four in the morning and I’m posting photos of myself from the other day wherein I ate junk food straight after coming home at about 7 pm. Thought I should at least show you how my social life is going or the remnants of it, at least. I have this huge headache now prolly because of staying too much infront of the PC for 10 hrs now lol and it’s driving me crazy. Either I sleep now or stick it out til morning because I’m off to somewhere later and I don’t even think of sleeping now. Why eyes? Whyyyyyy?

Chance.

“Having a heart and being afraid to love someone is like having a wings and being afraid of heights. Take a chance in life.” ♥

Woke up this morning and read this on one of the Tumblr sites I’ve been stalking for weeks already . This quote made me think that maybe it’s time for me to take a chance. AGAIN. With someone. To someone I know deserves me. You know, I can’t be forever single and I can’t be forever afraid to trust someone and whatsoever. I should learn to go on with life no matter how bad my past is.

Shit happens. But I couldn’t let it stop me from loving. :)

Greeeeen hair for summer. <3

NOTE TO GUYS

When you go days without talking to a girl, You leave her questioning. You make her doubt you ever care that you’re not talking and she will eventually convince herself that you don’t. You may not think this is big deal now, but when she starts talking to someone else I bet you will. She won’t wait around for you forever. 

So be the man and just talk to her.  

Anonymous said: I'm sorry for being Anon, for now. :) If God will allow, maybe we'll meet in the near future. In fact, I really like to meet you in person. :) Well then, take care! Stay happy and beautiful. Karma will chase those who deserves to be chased. >:) ~yer first anon down there~

So you mean you still haven’t met me yet. Okay. That made me loose my hope on guessing you out. :(

But anyway, Thanks for appreciating me. Ikr? God is always there for me and I know He has plans on ppl like them. Hope to know you soon! :) TCARE.

I love people who actually care. Not those people who will be like “You okay?” when you say that you don’t feel okay or If you feel down. I love those people who just know by the sound of my voice or appearance. Those people are the kind of people who I want to keep in my life. They just know me so well to know that I’m either mad, sad, annoyed or anything. Very few people are like that in my life and I wish there were more.

Summer Job

Does anyone know where I can work part time? I mean, not just for the summer but permanently or maybe atleast til the end of this year. We run on trimesters anyway so I think we won’t even have much of a summer to work with. I don’t really mind even if it’s working at fast food places. I’m trying to help my parents with my tuition and stuff since I know besides a few other bills, my tuition’s the biggest bill they pay for. And I need extra income since I’ve been a shopaholic this past months and still dying to buy the shoes I want. I’d super appreciate it if anyone could please help or refer me to people. Thankssss and I promise to repay you with hugs and kisses.

Anons are flooding off my /ask.

Think I should turn off anonymous on my ask. But guys please, please. Leave atleast your initials. Haha!

Anonymous said: mtutunan m b ako mahalin seryoso

Hahahaha. Baliw ka na din? Baliw ako eh. LOLOLOL~ 1 beses lang ako tinablan ng salestalk. Nung 2010 pa yun. 2012 na po. Di na tatalab yan And what is mahalin? Hahaha, D uso sa vocabulary ko yan this year eh! ;)

Wait, hanapin ko Tagalog dictionary ko ah. EHEHE. 

Anonymous said: Hi benina. I just want to let you know that you are so beautiful and I have a big crush on you. Matagal na ko may gusto sayo pero nahihiya naman ako sabihin. And now, I'm starting to love you. Kahit bihira tayo magkita lagi naman tayo magkachat. siguro iniisip mo na kung sino ako? atleast now I have the courage to say this to you kahit naka anon

Okay, I’ve been thinking of ppl who knew me for a long time since you know my real Benina but doubt after I red “Minsan lang tayo magkita pero lagi naman tayo magkachat.” O_O

OMG this post really stressed the hell out of me because I am really guessing bout your identity haha lol. And btw, It isn’t courage if it’s anonymous. And thanks for having a crush on me. You don’t know how that makes me blush and all but starting to love me isn’t really a good choice tho~  Masakit yun!! :D 

Why I still don’t have a DotA team

Here’s the obligatory “Why-I-still-don’t-have-a-team-on-DotA” post. It was pretty tiring answering the same effin’ questions all over again. My Facebook friends keep on asking me bout this and I told them I wasn’t really that into DotA that I would even give a day for a game practice. Some teams offered me already and Yes, I couldn’t say no to that since they’re welcoming me to join them but I SHOULD SAY NO since I am not going to be active and as dedicated as them. Plus, I’m contented playing at home, Alone with friends via Garena. 

Surprisingly enough, That simple game at home can make me happy at random times. Like when I make fun of some friends on Garena because they did stupid things on DotA and petty trashtalk where in you could be as bad ass as they are. Hahaha. I had fun playing with no teams at all.

And DotA would be my forever past time. :)

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